Back on the wagon?

Ok, so I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I've never been one for new year's res. because I have always thought that if you want to make a change then just make it. Why do you have to wait for the new year? And what happens when you don't stick with it? So, I'm not going to make one, but I am going to make myself a deal. I have been so supper stressed lately with all that has been going on in my life with the kids and such that I really feel that I deserve a weekend of fun AWAY from home every now and then. So hear is my deal, I want to drop some weight, I'm going to say 50 pounds by August..... shouldn't be too bad right? 8 months to lose 50 pounds, that is only 6 1/4 pounds a month. I'm going to make the deal with myself that if I can reduce the processed food, wheat products, and sugar and increase the exercise and lose the 6 1/4 pounds a month then I'm going to treat myself to a few trips...... without my house hold. So I think I would like to fly to Texas in February to visit my cousin, April I would like to fly to California to visit family for the weekend and maybe I'll throw in a few more local don't have to get on a plain trips. It will be my reward so to speak. So starting tonight I'm back to the treadmill, I have to start all over but I can do it. I owe it to myself and want to do it for myself. I'm also going to start blogging again, just because I need to see it.

So stay tuned.......